Went to slack with Gladys & Yanying yesterday. I miss their madness. Like totally, after all they are the ones that are the best! I love you guys. Thank you♥

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. 

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. 

 

Went to pop's house on saturday after ballet was damn shag but still. Haha, look at hannah! Actually promised her to play barbie with her, but like was tired so told her another day;p haha, I've got more picturess! But wait till next time la ah;D

Atiqah! 3 more days! TO YOUR BIRTHDAY! HAHAHA, it will be fun yeah? I love you! HHAHAH;D I'll be going to her chalet on the 5th too! TO SWIM! WITH HER SISTER, I FORGOT HER NAME SO YEAH;p Just keep smiling like how you always do.

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people?

 

Gosh, he's just super cute, I swear! ;D I totally wish I knew him, right from the start;B That would be so cool la!

Do you ever get that feeling... where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile either? But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If I could wish for anything in the world it would be, to be alone. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. 

Sometimes, you just don't understand. Did it surprise you that I am not who you thought I was? Did it surprise you to find that I don't exactly stand for what you thought I stood for all along? Did it surprise you to find that I'm not exactly how I played myself out to be? That the person you thought I was is actually nothing to what I am. Did it? "Sigh"

Look at him! He's just so cute la! Ohmy!♥ Hehe! Miss Jae ordered pizza for us today, hmm. Renie cried? Yeah, awh. Hugged everybody before I leave! :D Heh, 102 JUST ROCKS! & Tania's going to express, I'm so gonna miss her:(


Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life:(

To Tania: Oh my god, I'm sooo gonna miss you. Don't ever forget me k? I won't forget the laughters we had together! Even though we like had some conflicts like last time, but still. Everything is ok now what right?! I LOVE YOU! ♥

A place of light, free of falsehood?

                                                                     HOT OR WHAT! ♥

 

Oh my god, so damn cute la, TOP! I got this picture from comic connection today!! HOT LIKE FUCK CAN! :D And you know what? Aunty said that she actually wanted to pay for me the tickets for K-pop night if I had told her earlier, gosh! I'm so gonna ask her if there's any of Big Bang's concert in Singapore or whatsoever!

I want someone to share my secrets with, someone to talk to at late night when I can't sleep, someone to comfort me when I'm sad, someone to hold me when I'm scared. I seem to bottle up all my feelings these days, i don't tell anyone my feelings, and I swear this feeling sucks. Have you ever heard a song so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back to that time? When everything seems so much simpler? 

It's like I realized that way down inside, I've always been lonely for something. But I don't know what for. It's like... everybody in the world wants something. Only they never really know exactly what it is - they just keep finding out what it's not. Like seriously.